All of my reasons have become a reality.. i fell for it again. when will this end? the pain in heart my head my stomach, the butterflies are being killed one by one.
Tell me nothing… Just say the words at the top of your toung.
Forget about me…
i can be so stupid… i feel i do the right thing but then i don’t.. due to my words.. i feel i can push away from the harsh words and just leave it there,
I’ve been on my own for the past 2years and i placed some words in a conversation that i should have been harsh.. but me being me i didn’t.. i know i should have now. but the other person new i have a partner and new how much i care about him… and how much i wouldn’t and couldn’t hurt him. i can’t forgive myself for doing the normal thing i do and not thinking of the other persons response to my actions.. i didn’t mean my words in a bad way and it was a suttle no and he got the idea!.. but i see what i done wrong.. i love my partner so much and he has nothing what so ever to worry about me. I’m way off the radar his, and i wish to marry him one day,
if i ever felt that i had done wrong i wouldn’t have done what i done.
MY BOYFRIEND is my life and i really can’t afford to lose the one person that makes me happy. and I’ve waited for the passed two years. ops he didn’t know that..
Im so sorry, he has my heart 100% and i wish to have his.